How can I fly ?

Usual roads, unsteady Tribes
Life already ruined those amazing nights,
Apparent condition, don't get high
Don't you get angry and why would you cry
Could somebody tell me, How can i fly
You know...!
I broke into pieces,
It was a long time,
When river was normal but altitude was high,
Those were my friends waving me from the other side,
I didn't expect this it was my soul, someday which was on my side,
Could somebody tell me, how still can i fly
Looking at the mirror again those f**king lies
What can I tell them if i was the only guy,
Those up's and down's were there because i never tried,
It was my mistake I'm the one responsible for my own life,
Still sometime's i feel like- my dream will come true soon I'll be in the sky
But could somebody please tell me, how can i fly!